Feeling Contented

Thing always go wrong
when you cannot feel happy and satisfy
with what you have
I think i should feel happier with what i got currently
I always ask for more
Take things for granted
In the end
I end up nothing
I had a bad relationship with Hope
It provide me bottles of happiness and dreams
But always leave a hole at the bottom
so it will never fill up
it come and go
repeating like a circle with no end
Alas, i get tired of it and emptied the bottles myself
so i would never get disappointed
again again and again
with this
reality pours in
and i slowly understand
the world
is never wonderful
as what you been
expecting~
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